February 01, 2011

#Day 18


my biggest insecurity?
...losing my loved ones!

losing my dear sufie at the age of 15 was too painful...
ever since that, i always have the fear.
fear of waking up and to be told that my loved ones is gone.
not being able to see them anymore
not being able to listen to their voices or even argue with them
not being able to hold or touch them at all

...i'm not ready for this kind of separation!
NOT YET.

selfish; i am.

3 comments:

Laila said...

I agree with you, it has to be a terrible thing, we are yelfish heheh

[[[ x Smiley x ]]] said...

This is one of my biggest fears too
Its a scary part of life.

ashieBee said...

>_< the scariest!!!!!