December 03, 2009

if God's willing

it's december. and it's definitely winter - the weather has been really cold these past few days. sejuk menggigil ke tulang please? tak tahaaaaaaaaan.

and that means it's only 7 months left before the graduation.
if i get to graduate, that is.
-silent-
of course i want to graduate on time, you silly!

mama has been bugging me with the dates so that she can start planning for the graduation trip and purchase the flight tickets. JPA has sent an email regarding ticket pulang setelah tamat pengajian. yearybook committee has spammed my mailbox with reminders to complete the profile for yearbook. along has been nagging me on what to wear, why i didn't pick any material when i was back in malaysia last August blablabla.

-gulp-
the problem is that... graduating from a dental school is not as easy as i thought it will be!

if it involves solely on exams, probably that is something that still can be controlled as i am responsible for all the efforts. but no! since i've sat for the 3 papers last 2 weeks, the things that matter now would be my clinical requirements. when other people i.e. patients are involved in the picture, things can get a little bit messy unfortunately. and mind you, i haven't been that lucky lately. things are not sailing that smoothly, as i'd expected.

it's worrying me ohkay!

mama said as long as i work hard for it, insyallah Allah will help me. tutors told me to think positive because i definitely will finish it on time- and masyallah, they have been really nice with compliments lately! just to keep me motivated and keep moving forward. bless them.

whenever i make my return trip huff and puff from 1st floor to the 4th floor (1st floor to get the instruments, 4th floor is where my bay is located and to treat patient), there's this tiny voice of the red devil that keeps yapping, "it's easier to go down the stairs than up, kan!"

then *poof* the white angel with halo appears on the other side, "but isn't the view at the top is much better? wink"

-sah-sah laaaa i tengok banyak sangat cartoon kan! ha ha ha-



"Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged people who kept on working."

2 comments:

Hafizah said...

parents mmg mcm tu ash!!! my parents dulu pun kept on bugging me on grad trip tickets. last2 they bought for them only sbb i takut x grad. anyway, i'm sure u'll grad on time iA. work hard n pray hard jugak. :)

ashieBee said...

amiiiiin :)) harap2 mulut u memang masin!. hehehe **hugs**