September 26, 2009

apo kono jang?

what to do when you feel stressed?
for me, i eat.

what i meant by eating is this:

i didn't realise how stressful i was until i've discovered that i've gobbled down 2/3 of the lasagna on my own - dinner, breakfast, lunch, tea time! and because i felt guilty, thinking of the amount of mince chicken and cheese i've consumed, i had bread for dinner. surprise surprise, i swallowed half loaves of bread in one sitting. and i finished the rest of it the next day. oh god, one loaf of bread gone, lesap within 24hours! giler kaaaaan?

i must have gone mad!!!!! *shook head*

no wonder i look phaaaaat in the raya photos *cried*



although not that i want to blame raya for coming on sunday; the first time ever for the past 4 years i've been here - it's on a WEEKEND!!! it's time to berjoli sakan. this raya is definitely the best raya abroad i've ever had :)) all the yummilicious, sinful raya food seems to find its way to my tummy easily as my brain has been conquered by the i'm-stressed-feed-me-more autopilot mode.

it would have been more perfect if mr.bofwen was here with yours truly...

...and if only i had a decent raya photo with the lil bro as a memory of my (insyallah) last raya in london. --> that NEVER gonna happen, unfortunately, my friend.

raya celebration started from the pre-raya dinner hosted by missyD on friday night . watching programmes on tele was so much fun! kutuk-ing the dancers of strictly come dancing while we shovel in the nasi daging, ayam masak merah, noodles, ayam kfc, roti jala and kari ayam. nyumnyum!


the next morning was makan pagi raya at my place before we headed to the high comm. open house followed by another round of dinner with the boys and missyH. i swear that it's not impossible to gain 2 kg just in one day!


and yesterday was floyer jamuan raya where i, dgn tak malunya, was pigging whole-heartedly! i was greedy that i had to try everything - the nasi lemak, nasi beriyani (the bomb lah!), pulut kuning, rendang, kek batek and many more. if only i had some space for the lontong and mee bandung... sigh.


the problem now is, if i don't control my way of eating, i might end up like Garfield! Fat and round. all girls' scariest nightmare, no?
BUT raya is only once a year!
AND everyone around me has been encouraging me to eat more More and MORE!
*silence*
...or maybe they are trying to sabotage me? it's all part of the scam. suruh i makan banyak, yet they are all on strict diet and wanting to lose weight.

cis, tipah tertipooooooo!!!!!! *pout*

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

bee..look at the last picture..aini staring at u,why? u skodeng lutfi ke ni? cis i kene kurus cam form five balik la

anyway selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all qmul ppl..

ashieBee said...

memang u kene try kurus balik mcm form 5 dulu. tp takyala kurus sgt, nnti org lain ngorat :P