May 13, 2009

and so i have asked myself

...what do i really want?

the time needed in making a decision lies in how many choices you have to cross out before you eventually come up with a final say. it makes it harder when you don't even know what can be ohkay-buang-next...because you want bits and pieces of everything on it. a little bit here, a little bit there. and need to consider other external pressures as well. so you perah otak trying to think, and figure out how to get the best out of everything.

which later on, you realised that it is impossible... to satisfy everyone... to get everything you want! and in the end of the day, nothing else matters than how you, yourself feel about the decision. not putting anyone else as the priority, but just yours-truly.

selfish? maybe... you think so?

2 comments:

F. said...

mmg la selfish tapi diri sendirilah yang the one yang akan tanggung segalanya.. :) life is soooo complicated but the thing is that, in life we can never have it all. the same goes with this matter jugak.. win-win situation where everyone will get the benefit from our decision yang nak dibuat tu sangat agak susah dicapai. but we need to be tolerate though. hmmm..

eh eh eh.. tak lari topik ke ni :P

ashieBee said...

yeahhhh tu ah nono, life is too complicated! and it's not easy to get win-win all the time ohkay. ahwelll.....see how it goes lah ;))