i didn't realise that my stress level is reaching it's maximum limit until that packet of 225g Tangy Cheese Doritos hampir habis di"ngap" in one seating- seriously, in less than 2 hours ok. there was barely anything left actually; tinggal habuk-habuk je. *laugh*
me - stress? siapa yang tak? *bites fingernails*
having less than 365 days to finish up all the requirements needed to graduate *presssure x1000* is driving me nuts! they said that stress helps you rise to meet challenges kan...so here i am; eager to grab all the chances available! until at one point, i felt greedy, selfish and ignorance. and i hate myself!
+i hate it when i have to do certain procedures for the sake of the requirements; and not having enough time to learn out of it.
+i hate it when i grumbled and sighed while treating difficult patients - thinking that they are putting me behind, slowing me down.
+i hate it when i couldnt reach them in times they needed me most; because i still a lot more to do with other patients.
AND-
did i tell you that i hate it when after so many never-ending appointments, long-que waiting for the tutor, last-minute appointment phonecalls, all these hassles just for A FREE dental treatment by undergraduate, they were thoughtful and kind enough to get me a thank you gift. *guilty grins* i feel baaaaaaadd; i felt like i haven't done enough to deserve all these sweet gestures from them *boohooo*
all i can say is, thank yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu! *tear* not one, but 2 boxes ohkay! probably next time, instead of chocolate, can you get me something else please? :P tengs!
me - stress? siapa yang tak? *bites fingernails*
having less than 365 days to finish up all the requirements needed to graduate *presssure x1000* is driving me nuts! they said that stress helps you rise to meet challenges kan...so here i am; eager to grab all the chances available! until at one point, i felt greedy, selfish and ignorance. and i hate myself!
+i hate it when i have to do certain procedures for the sake of the requirements; and not having enough time to learn out of it.
+i hate it when i grumbled and sighed while treating difficult patients - thinking that they are putting me behind, slowing me down.
+i hate it when i couldnt reach them in times they needed me most; because i still a lot more to do with other patients.
AND-
did i tell you that i hate it when after so many never-ending appointments, long-que waiting for the tutor, last-minute appointment phonecalls, all these hassles just for A FREE dental treatment by undergraduate, they were thoughtful and kind enough to get me a thank you gift. *guilty grins* i feel baaaaaaadd; i felt like i haven't done enough to deserve all these sweet gestures from them *boohooo*
all i can say is, thank yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu! *tear* not one, but 2 boxes ohkay! probably next time, instead of chocolate, can you get me something else please? :P tengs!
-from a girl who's allergic to chocolate+nuts -
10 comments:
requirements seem to bring out the worst in us! dont worry, u arent the only one!
you can do it babe insyaAllah.. we will all cross the finish line. ameen!
if my 'big trip' jadi i'll try to doa 4 u too insyaAllah. doa la everything goes well now tgh apply visa.
::helen::
what to doooooooo.......nak idup maaaa kan kan kan? :P
::ijah::
amiiiiiiiiiiiiiin!!! i doa utk uuuu juge ;))
so sweeeeeeet la ur pt!! lol
next time ard carry a 'nuts allergy' sign :P
i miss you cik rashidah.
::ahui::
superduper schweeeeeeeet kan? if only he picked up timtam biscuits ke or walkers crisp kah.... ha ha ha! sure that thing will be gone by now ;)) if u want choc (which i don't think u do!), u know where to get them for FREE! lol
::uchnana::
i miss u too cik husna! i blk july-august ni insyallah. lets reunion? or organize some girly/kyuem berbuka puasa kah? heehehe ;))
ini la realiti dentist..if i beli chocolate u marah rosak gigi la..carries la..amalgam la...bla..bla
tapi ptx kasi tak rosak gigi ke syg ooooo...
u ade ape2 ke ngan patient nie? or chocolate i beli choc yg murah..so nanti nak kasi ash choc..kene la beli yg mahal. :)
oooohhhh camane u tau? *blushed*
i memang suke orang yang berusia ni (hint:ninety-4) jadi soogar-daddy i ni :P lagi banyak u hilang gigi, lagi sexyyy. wooooooo!!! ha ha ha!
kentut la u mujid! i havent eaten any of the choc tau. maybe should bake something using it la. hmmmm what would it be?
i dunno, but i look forward to it!
wait till next week ;))
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