August 29, 2009

bye bye home

today is my last day at home but i don't feel like leaving. not yet, i guess. i'm well aware of the short time spent at home as the consequence of japan trip but ntahla... it came too soon! *pout*
time flies even faster than the bullet train.
i guess i was having too much fun :))
from the Japan trip, where I learned a lot of their country, people and its unique cultures.
to the long weekend getaway to penang&pulau pangkor with mr.bofwen.
followed by the short trip to terengganu for some quality, catching-up session with the heavily-pregnant sister.
there were loads of family+friends bonding time in-between. and yerp, THAT involved a lot of sinful, yummilicious food (which answers my 46kg weight!) AND camwhoring throughout the whole period.
now it's time to go.
but it's hard to leave all the warm and comfortable familiarity that surround me for the past few weeks. there's a heavy feeling in my chest, a(n) (invisible) lump in the throat that i find it hard to swallow, and a knot in the stomach as i tried to calm myself.
"must not cry, must not cry." i said to her in the mirror.
aiyoyoooo why lah women soooo sentimental? *wipe the tears, blow the nose*

5 comments:

Sherzamm said...

ashie, have a safe flight...
although I think I only see you after raya =(...I ada 3 exam then mlm tu terus fly balik...

Nway, welcome back to the land of depressing weather!

Husna said...

hope uve arrived safely. tak sempat nak tect u ckp safe journey. good luck in ur final yr sayang. we shall persevereeeeeeeeeee!

nono said...

hidup pelu diteruskan.. dah dah jangan nanges nanges ;) *menghulurkan tisu sambil menepuk bahu ashiee* :P

raya di london lagi la nie yea?

mujed said...

hi shida how are you? im so happy to have u during ur summer break;-) I would like to thank you for everything and sorry for making u mad n merajuk.study hard k laling. happy fasting and eid in london

ashieBee said...

thanks y'all!

dah balik london and yesssss sherliza, weather is just depressing! takde matahari langsung! and we must persevere. it's our final year, husna!!!!! thanks for the tissue, nono laling. insyallah tahun terakhir raya sini :)) and hey mr.bofwen, im glad we've spent some quality time together for the past few weeks! <333