situasi

i can't find the exact word to describe the great-ness of these past few days filled with friends+food even though i admit that i had lots of fun...simply because right now, i am just too tired. it's like just letting the day flow and be gone by. letting the time pass by. physically i am here but spiritually, i seemed to be lost in my own world. half of me is already in malaysia, i guess.

today was one of the days that i really had it. it seems obvious that the brain has malfunction and memberontak as # i keep on giving wrong date and time of appointments to patients. thus creating my own spring-term timetable # i thought of adding ground coriander to the pan friend salmon but the hand grabbed the ground cinnamon instead. so my salmon tasted like the cinnamon bun. weird taste; it's not even funny ok! # i walked towards bhs, saw the signboard from far, passed by and missed it by 100 steps before realising that i've walked more than i need to.

to make things worse, it's the red zone alert!!! itulah jawapannye for the random pimples. the missing party-spirit. and the i-wanna-stay-in spirit on the loose. all i want for christmas is.... YOU; rashidah-prime-time!

oh people...cut me some slack, will ya?

"i am only human
a weak, dependant, foolish human
put on earth, imprisoned in time
tortured each day by a thing called 'life'
merciless claws of fear, worry and sorrow
and pain strangling the soul within me."