October 15, 2008

private&confidential


dear immune system,

as bad as you want to have an idle life, unfortunately it is something we can't afford to have at the moment. as much as you hate having me overworked the body all night (cehceh konon-konon la kaaaan!) but the fact is, we're running out of time. 3 weeks left before the final BDS part 3 exam. why laaaa now you kene meragam? :((


i've realised that you're "special" and "different" than what everyone else has ever since the shingles attack after SPM trials. sigh. but i never complain oso....i endured all the pain dgn hati yang tabah.


so please support me just once.


let me go through all this pre-exam, exam, post-exam stress successfully. enuff of the gigantic, killing ulcers. enuff of the low haemoglobins.
enuff of the denyut-denyut headaches.

it.is.as.painful.as.hell.

forever stucked with you;
Rashidah Ismail



on the other hand, here is my horoscope for the day.

"if you are not getting enough rest this week, Virgo, then it's likely to take its toll before the weekend- unless you do something about it soon. trade any plans you had for the evening for something a little more sedate- and how about an early night too? you'll thank me come the morning, i promise you."

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

semoga sentiasa sihat ashieeee... jap lubang kat gusi tu apa and kenapa yea?

ashieBee said...

lubang dkt the cheek, u mean? that my friend, is the gigantic+killing ulcer i'm having nowwwwwww :(( bohooooo. pffffffft. i kenot buka mulut properly, apatah lagi nak makan ayam.

h.3.l.3.n said...

makan bubur~

Myra said...

i know it hurts as hell, tp letak je garam. sumpah sakit gila menangis2 air mata (and i hv relatively high pain threshold), but man it works. tp kena sabar la. if xsanggup dilute in air k? all the best kak ngah!

diana said...

BONJELA!

Hafizah said...

agree with myra! letak garam is the bomb la....tp ade la air mate skit nanti...hehe

Anonymous said...

garam is the best,definitely,ni ulcer sure sebab stress2..kena minum air banyak2 gak,dont push urself too hard,need to balance between rest n study!

all the best anyway!!

Anonymous said...

ouch! yes.. zul is right letak garam.. tapi pedih gila la..

semoga ulcer tu hilang cepat2.. shosssshh! :P

a*hui said...

OMG...dat's effing massive!!
no wonder u'd rather endure the sharp pain from gargling salt water than suffer from the constant dull pain.
Anyway, lighten up abit n get well soon!

:):)

ashieBee said...

awwwwww korang semua sgt schweeeeet :))

::helen:: yogurt for breakfast, mashed banana for lunch, porridge for dinner. *sigh* this is the longest ulcer i've ever had in my whole life....4 days oready.

::myra:: saaaaaaaaaakitttttttt giler babs!!!!!! *involuntary tears* >__<

::nana:: takde. malas gi pharmacy to get it. and salt is cheaper. banyak kat dapur. ha ha ha. but if kat rmh, confirm i amik bonjela. i like the taste *lick lick*

::ijah:: dah letakkkkkkk....tak elok lagi. tp the swelling dah reda. my face tk puffy sgt dah. and lymph nodes tak se"tender" on wednesday.

::zul:: penah kene ulcer jeeee? i slalooo ok. i rase i kurang vitamin B12 la....maybe it's related with my slight anaemic condition la. mungkin kah? anddd i banyak je rest okkkkkk. manadeeee study jeeee...berfoya2 dlm blk, korang mana tau ;))

::nono:: amiiiiiiiiiin. if u doa hari2 dlm setiap waktu smbyg, sure effective lagi cepat. hehehe. thanks! :))

::ahui:: ahmagaaaaaad it is DAT big OK! it is so big that it's not even funny anymore. painful as hell. this is indeed the first time i see eating as painful and not a pleasure. i rather starve myself ok.....

... i miss good food. sigh.

nina said...

hoho kesiannya u rashidah!

but, by the time i read ur entry, ur ulcer has subsided. good thing though!

speaking of pain, im having three wisdom teeth growing simultaneously. yg satu tu dah kluar since a year/ two years ago, tapi tak tumbuh all the way lagi. another two yg dah tumbuh for quite sometime, decide now is the time for progress. i can feel the gigis mencucuk through my gusi..

(why am i telling u abt this here?) haha

i takmo sakit gigi/gusi/pipi time exam. huhu. worse, i dont want to have to undergo operation to remove my wisdom teeth here!

speaking of here, rashidah, bila lah kite bole jumpa. i kat london dah nk 2 months dah. qurratul pun i dah jumpa a few times ;)

ashieBee said...

ninaaaaaa kentut!!!!

dah due bulan, baru harini i dgr from uuuuu. bluek :P he he he. no lah, sorry lah. i've been busy preparing for the BIG FAT exams in 2 weeks time. life kelam kelibut. forgive me yeah? shall see u when im done "berperang" in the exam hall. ha ha ha giler drama queen kan????

oh alhamdulillah ulcer is getting better and better. in fact this morning i had cheese sandwich. can eat slowly. and managed to finished it. yipeeeee~!!!!

and babe, do i have ur no. kah?

**hugs**