October 01, 2008

as bad as i want it

honey, it's a luxury i can't afford to have!


i was rather annoyed when i knew that first raya would fall on tuesday, instead of wednesday-the-day-i-want-it-to-be. the chicken was frozen in the freezer. i have a 9.30am appointment with my filling-to-be-assessed patient. and i had a loooooong monday- it could be because i failed to convince my internal advisor that it's just impossible to fulfill her request for the hundred times. sigh.


to add on to my misery, this raya will be my-so-called lonely raya. bofwen is back in malaysia AND my chanteks are not around in London as well. brother? he's stucked with classes till 5pm. double sigh.

i called home. mengadu nasib kepada ayahanda dan bonda tersayang. it goes without saying how much calmer i was after we ended our conversation.

...no matter how meaningless raya would be without my loved ones, raya rituals (e.g. sembahyang raya, open houses), and scrumptious kuih raya+yummilicious soto mama and rendang wandon and lemang nogori... raya tetap raya. cuma this time it'll be a simpler celebration for me. for the sake of my career.

(insyallah) it'll be my second last raya abroad ;))

5 comments:

h.3.l.3.n said...

bttr than spending it all alone or in floyers je kan? look on the bright side :)

Idrina Mohd Khalil said...

Hye Ash...
Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir Batin

dont be sad ok ?
my boyfriend is in UK so means my raya also without my bf... :(

anyway, u take care aightt

muahhhhhsss

ashieBee said...

::helen:: ahahahaha walking along river thames with starbucks hot choc dikira as sambut jugak ke? :P see u tonight k....

::idrina:: thank youuuu. yerp we're in the same boat. hehehehe. selamat hari raya again. u takecare too k?

**hugs**

Anonymous said...

slamat hari rayaaaa ashhh!!!!! dont be sad sad k :p

ashieBee said...

thanks amiraaa :))

selamat hari raya to u too. maaf zahir dan batin k? hope u enjoyed your raya weekend!!!

**hugs**