November 18, 2007

Routine-less

**A good luck bouquet of roses**

There's no more "No sleeping after subuh". There's no more early dinner and long study hour at night. There's no more 30-minutes, chop chop pour stir cooking session. There's no more tension in the kitchen as F stopped bugging me with HHD questions. People, the exam is soooo OVER!!!! The brain felt lighter but the heart became heavier. I wished i'm like a small kid who just got out from the crib and allowed to run,jump, golek-golek happily here and there and everywhere. But in reality, im like those kids who have the baby leash on them. I can run. But not too far. Well probably not until i know the truth and nothing but the truth this coming Friday. The so-called Judgement Day. *yikes!Run and hide under the duvet* I'm shaking and trembling. I'm scared! Anyhowwwwwwwwwwww, i mish my old routines. This may sound funny and benut giler, i know. But life is pretty aimless without it. Nothing to look forward to every morning. I guess u get used to the idea of doing/having "that thing". And when it's gone...life seems pretty empty!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

finished in 2 seconds :)

Anonymous said...

ashie.........all d best for ur exam resultsss!!!! :) nway the flowers are sooo lovely!!!!!!!!

ashieBee said...

*giggle*giggle*

thanks amira A ;) hehehehehehe! i need all the luck for this fri. cuaks siot~~~ and yessss, the flower sgt schweet and lovely and chanteks. big thanks to the sender for his effort to cheer me up throughout the exam week. thanks bofwen! *hugs*

h.3.l.3.n said...

Yummy Yummy cupcakes.. i on diet terpaksa makan also.. too irresistable!~

ashieBee said...

amoi!

ape diet2 ni??? iskh2...badan sudah kurus, mau diet lagi!!!! then u'll be left with zero tau!!!! im gonna feed u guys MORE and MORE and MORE wif cuppycakes =)