October 19, 2007

Broken Spirit

Down la today!

=(

Maybe it's because of the flu i'm having now. Maybe it's due to the bad news i got last night. Maybe sebab my perio patient cancelled the appointment; yet again. Maybe because my blocked nose prevents me from menghirup udara segar thus membantutkan usaha darah beroksigen bersih from reaching my brain cells. Maybe it's because i'm surrounded by heartbroken people that made me felt sooo "unloved". Maybe because i think too much of what's gonna happen next week. Maybe it's the raya season that made me felt homesick. Maybe the stress from the BDS 2 exams is finally here. Maybe it's just the normal PMS?

Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. *sigh*

BLANK. Yes, blank. I don't know why but lately, everytime i tried to write things i want to tell the whole world, it just doesn't happen. For some reasons, suddenly i can't seem to find the right words to express the feelings inside. For some reasons, i don't know how to put all my thoughts together.

I'm disturbed. Emotionally unstable. Period.

"I'm full of flaws. Please love me."

8 comments:

Husna said...

i luv u darl..dun la sad-sad..i feel like crying osso....!!

Hafizah said...

i love you for who you are! i'm full of flaws too...nobody's perfect. good luck for ur exams k.

ashieBee said...

awwwwww.....schweeetness!!!!love you two alot!!!!!! <33333333

thanks!

diana said...

heyyy. it's the pms. srsly. you have zero control over it :o) goodluck exams rashidah! hugs! next year balik tau. hee.

shakirah said...

ash, gimme five! i pun PMS gak. nasib baik zul punya patience is sky-high these days.

it feels like your whole world is topsy turvy kan? it'll b over soon, dun worry *smiles*

ashieBee said...

thanks diana and shak!!!!!

=)

perempuan....takpe if mkn choc byk, nak hilangkan stress. takpe mrh2 sbb pms. women always have excuses behind the odd behaviour. and poor pms, always di"blame"kan for everything! hihihi =)

Anonymous said...

bee...jgn la study kuat sgt till forget ur health..make sure get enough rest and sleeeepppppp..if u stress go baking cake..itu kan ur therapy

pasal marah2 ni tak aci...u girls kan marah and use pms as an excuse...boys jugak tak le marah..then kene jaga hati nanti meletup susah...

ok sayang take care

ashieBee said...

mujedddd =)

blame the exams ok!!!! grrrrrr! nape tkley belajar tanpa exams? kan syiok oneeeee...hehehehe