I'm an annoying kid when i was small. Kept on asking my mum , " What happens if i do this instead of that?" or "What will happen next?" or "What lies in the future for me, ma?". Ala budak2, curious la bout the world outside there, no? I guess she went pening with my questions...and all she did was sang the doris day's song! *except for questions like, "tk jatuh pun i letak pinggan tu separuh atas meja and separuh hanging?" and she'll be like screaming suruh i letak pinggan tu betul2. Or when my small hand cant find balance bawa pinggan full of nasi+lauk but still insist nk bw satu tgn! And then obviously jatuh la kan the pinggan!kekekeke :P *
Everybody has their own stories written in His book. In this very long journey no matter which turn you choose, you will still end up with THAT ending. Takkeee? If the friendship is meant to last, no matter how far you guys are seperated...you will remain friends forever! And if memang dah jodoh, tak kisahla berpisah 10 tahun ke or dah terlalu tua ke....at the end of the day, you will be with your jodoh! *It reminds me of a story from a friend about her aunt who got married at the age 50....dah takdir die ketemu jodoh lambat, kan?*
Actually it fascinates me how small, small things can make your journey a lil more interesting ;) I was watching the movie "Sliding Doors" last weekend and it strucked me. If Gwyneth Paltrow managed to catch the train, she'll catch her bf cheating on her with his x-gf. She'll dump him. Met a new guy. Fall in love. And died in the arms of her lover. But if Gwyneth Paltrow missed the train, she'll never know that her bf is sleeping with his x-gf. She's stucked in the unhappy relationship. The other guy is always around her but not romantically-related.
See, how different things happened in one second..but it will still be the same ending.
I rase kan....if memang you ditakdirkan not to be together, you wont end up together! If it's not yours, no matter how hard you try to keep it....soon it'll slip away from you. Like Gwyneth Paltrow will still end up split dgn the current bf, it's just the matter of time. And how she can't be with that other guy eventhough she's happily in love with him. Or how the baby is not meant for her.
Sometimes i wonder what God can offer me? Or what's there for me in the future? Or am i doing the right thing now? Am i in the right path? And have i made the right decisions? I know as muslim, we shouldnt have the "kalau lah..." feeling. But i cant help it...sometimes i do wonder what will happen to me if i took another turn?
Don't you ever wonder....? Tipoo lah tak pernah ;)
"Que sera sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future is not ours to see
Que sera sera
Whatever will be, will be."
Whatever will be, will be
The future is not ours to see
Que sera sera
Whatever will be, will be."
Everybody has their own stories written in His book. In this very long journey no matter which turn you choose, you will still end up with THAT ending. Takkeee? If the friendship is meant to last, no matter how far you guys are seperated...you will remain friends forever! And if memang dah jodoh, tak kisahla berpisah 10 tahun ke or dah terlalu tua ke....at the end of the day, you will be with your jodoh! *It reminds me of a story from a friend about her aunt who got married at the age 50....dah takdir die ketemu jodoh lambat, kan?*
Actually it fascinates me how small, small things can make your journey a lil more interesting ;) I was watching the movie "Sliding Doors" last weekend and it strucked me. If Gwyneth Paltrow managed to catch the train, she'll catch her bf cheating on her with his x-gf. She'll dump him. Met a new guy. Fall in love. And died in the arms of her lover. But if Gwyneth Paltrow missed the train, she'll never know that her bf is sleeping with his x-gf. She's stucked in the unhappy relationship. The other guy is always around her but not romantically-related.
See, how different things happened in one second..but it will still be the same ending.
I rase kan....if memang you ditakdirkan not to be together, you wont end up together! If it's not yours, no matter how hard you try to keep it....soon it'll slip away from you. Like Gwyneth Paltrow will still end up split dgn the current bf, it's just the matter of time. And how she can't be with that other guy eventhough she's happily in love with him. Or how the baby is not meant for her.
Sometimes i wonder what God can offer me? Or what's there for me in the future? Or am i doing the right thing now? Am i in the right path? And have i made the right decisions? I know as muslim, we shouldnt have the "kalau lah..." feeling. But i cant help it...sometimes i do wonder what will happen to me if i took another turn?
Don't you ever wonder....? Tipoo lah tak pernah ;)
4 comments:
yes babe, i rather walk out a relationship and say good bye than staying but being unhappy. I never watch sliding door, i know what to watch next weekend!
No matter how many "kalau lah" cross our mind, just keep telling ourself that we just want to find happiness. And kalau x happy pun, its ok, because we are trying to find one. Kan OTW!
hey yaniiiiiiii!
sometimes in order to find happiness for urself, some one else might get hurt. takkeee? itu ler yg susah tuh! hehehee. either it's all about you or put somebody infront of yourself....?
and urmm to walk out a relationship requires alot of C-O-U-R-A-G-E!!!! takkeeee? tk semua org bole buat! either kesian dkt the partner .... or cannot hidup sorang2 ... or ntahlerr! hehehehe
but yanii, do watch sliding doors ok!!! not bad lah!!! interesting indeed ;)
alamak ashie....
you berjaya provoke i to comment on this entry la... you mmg terrer ek.
ok, some of my life's policies are:
-thing happens for good reasons
-what comes around goes around
-live your life to the max
-personally, learn from the past, be in the present so that we'll have a better future
-do not let yourself wallowing in self-pity, stand up and move on!
but i didnt apply these 5 policies effectively la cus sometimes i do have my mood swings.klu dah bermotivasi tu, bermotivasi sangat.klu dah down tu,malas tho.. But honestly, I mmg berpegang pd last 2 policies tuh.
something to share with you, my ex ade new gf and she wanna add me in FS and I tak nak la layan.I questioned her why should i add her up and she replied me "nevermind la". malu la tuhhh... muahahah.kene reject katakan..zalim tak i? but actually i dont wanna hurt her with her over-curiousity tuh.nanti tentu die akn keep on questioning herself with things about me and things between me and her bf.buat ape????be in the present je la... aduh2... kenape la pompuan nih bodoh sgt ek?
and i am glad that i ni jenis yang ambitious and workaholic (btol ke ejaan????) so things yang related to my previous relationship ni tak bother me much or paling tepat nyer tak bother me langsung la cus we broke up pun sbb i yang nak sgt sbb die cheats on me.so, my feeling towards him mmg dah ZERO plus it was 2 years ago! yang pelik nya,all of his gfs termasuk yang baru nih contacted me kononnya nak jd kawan.bodoh ke ape???one of them even told me that my ex selalu cerita ttg i kat diorang.to me this kind of guy, i mean my ex mmg tak patut jadi bf yang baik! dump je die..(muke pon tak la hensem .nape la i nak dgn die ek.. haha!)sbb die tuh jenis unsure dengan the one he choose to be with.and ppuan2 dgn die tuh pun bodoh jugak nak sakitkan hati sendiri, to me la...*ponder*
ashie i nak sgt tahu bout my future!!!sbb tu la i slalu main2 dgn online Oracle heeee. i main2 je percaye nye tak....but i really harap2 ending i happy and best sgt2! =)
huuuuu.. sorry sbb merepeks panjang sgt!!!!! but im goin to watch Sliding Doors soon! You dah tengok The Guardian tak????Best ashie!!! P la tengok ek.. :P
wahwahwah
berjela2 hang reply! ahahaha. but interesting thoughts...thanks!
nwy life is a mystery. mcm tgk cerita thriller....tak thrill ar if dah tau the jalan cerita, right? hehehe! so yeah, take things as they come. and cherish each momento. then you'll find happiness in life. pure happiness :D
gudluck with your life journey!
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