Post-exam weekend kick off with the FAME musical show at Shaftesburry Theater. The show was very entertaining, lively and energetic!!!! I loooveee the way they dance and oooooo mama, they have yummylicious body! kekekeke :P I loikee the showwww! Coolness :)
It's about a group of youngsters like us, working hard to achieve their dreams in becoming an art performer. Just like us, they had their ups and downs along the way. Some brace themselves for a rough ride and made it to the top. Some tried to find a short-cut and the result? Yerp, they lost their way and never manage to catch the stars.
To be honest, i never imagined myself in the health service area when i was small. I want to be.... something that can travel from one place to another. No, not a stewardess! Something that can contributes to the community laaa. Then i find interest in house plans. My grandpa is a pemaju hartanah so i always observed his work. I thought, probably someday i'll help him out. Or probably inherite his business? ahahaha! Or probably become the architect for his project. Or probably I shall take interior design course? Banyak betul probabilities kaaaan? That's how ambition-less i was that time.
Then our neighbour's daughter got an offer to study abroad! ahhaaa- now i know what i want in life! I want to study in oversea!!!! Tak kisah la course ape2.....ahahahaa :P
Why dentistry? Well cant do architecture coz mama said im gonna have a hard time to cari makan! But I think my hands are special. And i want to make full use of it. A dentist is the engineer of the mouth and the architect of the tooth. Lets just say...atleast half of my dream tercapai! heh.
To cut long story short, it was a long journey to get me here! It was filled with joy and happiness whenever i managed to move on from one stage to another. Sadness, tears and despair came everytime i had a great fall. I'm weaker when hope seems to be out of sight. But I was blessed with great family and wonderful friends that stayed by my side especially during the toughest moment. Whenever i feel like giving up, i will ask myself these 3 things ;Where have I been?Where am I now?Where am I going? I can always stop if i want. *and bayar JPA 1 million la kan....* But after all the hardwork and the shits i've gone through...naaah, im not gonna stop! *and mane nk cari 1 million cik akak oiiii???!!!! makan pasir la kitorang sekeluarga nnti!* It's gonna get tougher as im half way to the top...but i ain't gonna stop baby! Like what i've told mujid, "It's gonna be worth it. Trust me."
Insyallah someday (hopefully) i'll be "Dr. Noor Rashidah Ismail"!!! :) :) :)
ps- I've been thinking about BeTrueToYourself and its progression. My older posts sounded sooo ::self-centered:: !!!! ahahahaa :P Well, what do you expect pun? I started this blog because it's easier to update my friends about yours truly. Hence the daily activities, what i cooked/baked, the places i've been to blablabla. Then the bitchy-posts about studies/life/friends whenever im in the emotional-mode. But now, i feel intimidated when i read "ilmiah's blogs"!!!! Rase macam im an empty-headed person. Cant call myself a bimbo coz that is for beautiful people with empty brain! *i dont have the beauty!* Some of my friends have already privatized their blogs so that they dont expose their life to an outsider. Or maybe supaya tk diganggu oleh stalker2 yang asyik kasi negative comments and dok mengata bout the writer. I've never been attacked by any harsh comments so far but i guess, probably some ppl out there may talk behind my back about wut i've written and stuff. Mulut orang, kiter takley jaga kaaannn! So yeah....i might follow the same step. Someday. Not now. Still thinking. Or probably i should just close it, step down and just become the spectator?
Should i???!!!!! *thinking thinking*
It's about a group of youngsters like us, working hard to achieve their dreams in becoming an art performer. Just like us, they had their ups and downs along the way. Some brace themselves for a rough ride and made it to the top. Some tried to find a short-cut and the result? Yerp, they lost their way and never manage to catch the stars.
To be honest, i never imagined myself in the health service area when i was small. I want to be.... something that can travel from one place to another. No, not a stewardess! Something that can contributes to the community laaa. Then i find interest in house plans. My grandpa is a pemaju hartanah so i always observed his work. I thought, probably someday i'll help him out. Or probably inherite his business? ahahaha! Or probably become the architect for his project. Or probably I shall take interior design course? Banyak betul probabilities kaaaan? That's how ambition-less i was that time.
Then our neighbour's daughter got an offer to study abroad! ahhaaa- now i know what i want in life! I want to study in oversea!!!! Tak kisah la course ape2.....ahahahaa :P
Why dentistry? Well cant do architecture coz mama said im gonna have a hard time to cari makan! But I think my hands are special. And i want to make full use of it. A dentist is the engineer of the mouth and the architect of the tooth. Lets just say...atleast half of my dream tercapai! heh.
To cut long story short, it was a long journey to get me here! It was filled with joy and happiness whenever i managed to move on from one stage to another. Sadness, tears and despair came everytime i had a great fall. I'm weaker when hope seems to be out of sight. But I was blessed with great family and wonderful friends that stayed by my side especially during the toughest moment. Whenever i feel like giving up, i will ask myself these 3 things ;Where have I been?Where am I now?Where am I going? I can always stop if i want. *and bayar JPA 1 million la kan....* But after all the hardwork and the shits i've gone through...naaah, im not gonna stop! *and mane nk cari 1 million cik akak oiiii???!!!! makan pasir la kitorang sekeluarga nnti!* It's gonna get tougher as im half way to the top...but i ain't gonna stop baby! Like what i've told mujid, "It's gonna be worth it. Trust me."
Insyallah someday (hopefully) i'll be "Dr. Noor Rashidah Ismail"!!! :) :) :)
ps- I've been thinking about BeTrueToYourself and its progression. My older posts sounded sooo ::self-centered:: !!!! ahahahaa :P Well, what do you expect pun? I started this blog because it's easier to update my friends about yours truly. Hence the daily activities, what i cooked/baked, the places i've been to blablabla. Then the bitchy-posts about studies/life/friends whenever im in the emotional-mode. But now, i feel intimidated when i read "ilmiah's blogs"!!!! Rase macam im an empty-headed person. Cant call myself a bimbo coz that is for beautiful people with empty brain! *i dont have the beauty!* Some of my friends have already privatized their blogs so that they dont expose their life to an outsider. Or maybe supaya tk diganggu oleh stalker2 yang asyik kasi negative comments and dok mengata bout the writer. I've never been attacked by any harsh comments so far but i guess, probably some ppl out there may talk behind my back about wut i've written and stuff. Mulut orang, kiter takley jaga kaaannn! So yeah....i might follow the same step. Someday. Not now. Still thinking. Or probably i should just close it, step down and just become the spectator?
Should i???!!!!! *thinking thinking*
13 comments:
Takyahla tutup blog. Sayang tau!!! It`s up to you if you want to keep it private or just biar as it is now. I do realise that it is risky to publish some of my entries, God knows apalah yang sesetengah orang bualkan or kritik or kutuk or pertikaikan or ketawakan tentang kehidupan I, gaya pemikiran I, perasaan I. Blogging has helped me to express my feelings better. Blogging has helped me to keep in touch with my friends. Blogging has helped me to get to know myself better, you know when you write down all of your feelings, yang jelas yang tersembunyi, in a way it`s like a theraphy. Wutsmore duduk di dalam bilik, di perantauan,sometimes or most of the time we feel like rambling and waaaaa. So Ash, it`s really up to you tapi in my opinion sayanglaaa tutup blog ni ^_^.
in a way blogging helps me to keep in touch with my friends. keep track of what's going on in their (your) life. sihat ke sakit ke bahagia ke n etc. and i suka korang nyer blog sbb mcm dr love...hihihi
but i dun mind if u wanna keep it private like what we discussed last night. i'll think about my blog once exams over.
::.::MissN::.:: this nick make u sound soooo...mysterious? ahahahah :P nwy ibu, i belum pk lg nk tutup la! someday yeah, definitely! i mean, tkde lah i nk write blog bile i dh kawin nnti?? dh 30++? hahaaaa ;) maybe make it private la kottttt! easier! tkde lah org mengata/dengki/jealous wif wut i've wrote. and in a way, prevent me from rase riak oso kot! ahahaaha :P
::.::Hafizah::.:: yes datin, tgh consider la ni! tp if buat private, i dunno who to invite coz to be honest i dunno sape kwn2 yg membaca? ahahahahaa! i cume tau korang due laaaa....sbb rajin meng"coment"!!! :)
thanks for the response, ibu and ijah!!!!!!! work hard for the coming exams!!!!
*hugs*
i tak terimagine yg im act active kt the blogsphere, the one reason i blog is tht i can update korg kut ngn my stories kat malaysia ku tercinta ni..yelar, nak chatting salu obv tak blh, all of us pun occupied..tu sbb i suke taruk pics byk2..hihi..jgn la stop blogging kay, nnti hari2 i sunyi..its like when reading korg punye entries rs mcm dgr korg membebel je, best tk..n i think writing is kinda therapy to me ah, not sure bt the others..
i ada soalan..sape tahu ape tajuk hari merdeka this year?i swear korg tak tahu, sbb i pun br tahu
i tak tauuuuuuuuuuuu!!!! ape die pls??? ahahaha...rakyat msia yg kureng sket :P
malaysiaku gemilang! kan husna??
heyy jangan la tutup2 ni. ish. i always visit and baca and go "hmm.. A'ah!! betull!" and like oooh ahh over gambar stuff you masak/bake. and and i like the gambarsss.
ps: rashidah, you balik tak this summer?
C'mon Ashie.. do not turn your blog off. gonna miss your bebelan la nantti! uwaaaa.. talking bout self-centered..., i knw that we must be moderate in everything that we put on in life but, i dont think the way you blogging tuh terlalu into you sgt. if pun terlalu into you sangat, so what, BeTrueToYourself is yours la baby, your place. =)
Guess what, your blog is one of my inspirational and motivational thingy. Thingy? Well, I dont know how to describe it but by reading all of your entries (tak la semua sangat), I found the real contentment in me, I found something fun and happy, I found cool stuff tentang masak2, I got opportunities to tengok all the nice pictures of overseas places, and I found you, as my new friend... Although I dont know you and the same goes to you as well but dont you think all those things are truly nice?
And I wanna comment on this. Btw, lemme quote it first:
A dentist is the engineer of the mouth and the architect of the tooth.
Wooo.. See, your words soooo mantap! Muahaha.. Your blog tak empty pooonnn. And actually you are the helper to those yang hunger sangat dengan motivasi ashie! Keep it up girl.. *PELUKS*
::.::diana::.:: hai diana!!!! didnt know u keep on track with my blog!!!!! so schweeet!!! dah lama giler we tk jumpe kaaaaan? eventho rmh kakak u sama jln dgn rmh i kot? ke dah pindah???hmmm ahahaha, sorry! org2 kat sect 12 mcm tk terlalu bersocial sesame neighbour! ke sbb i've been gone for quite some time? :) but laling, i tk balik la summer ni! parents are coming with my sis! so yeahhhh, insyallah...i blk thn dpn!!!! so tunggu i kat jln temenggong august 2008 ok ;) and oh yeah, nnti if i jd buat private blog ni, i'll definitely invite u ok!!!!
ps- suke pics in ur blog!!!sungguh unik and diff. u amik ke ape???
::.::nono::.:: awww u sweet thing! thanks alot :) yeah, BeTrueToYourself is my precious baby! and probably by keeping it private, i'll preserve it's "kesucian"!!! ahahaha...drpd dinodai oleh org2 yg u-know-wut-la-kan! hahaha. so yeah, nnti if i jd buat private, i'll tell u babe!!!! and again, thanks for reading! :D
::.::uchnana::.:: tanak bagi jawapan ke makcik oiiiii????
as an avid fan of ur blog, i really really hope that u wont close down this very brilliant blog of yours.it will be a crying shame if u close it down,coz more often than not this blog definitely makes me ponder upon my life, some entries were really entertaining, and some really make me think n view my life in a different way.in short,this blog is mind stimulating, and definitely a fun to read.n i'm sure others who read this blog agree wif me.
may this blog will live forever n ever n ever.
the somber and serious one (n not sombong),
zul.
p/s: yes yes,before u say anything,i SHALL update my blog.one day.
eyyy! yay. you tak balik!! i cam will go to london masa june 30 - july 6. tu la cam a week je. tapi i berangan nak gi jumpa you gak. will you be around hah? ke you will jalan2 hardcore dgn your family? tu la kan. but i wanna see you! haha i sound nuts. ok ha. owh i should send you a msg or something, this is too public. haha.
ps: hee thanks! i amik sendiri except a few yang of famous people that i never get to meet in real life. ha.
rashidah!! don't you DARE tutup your blog. nanti kurang blog untuk i baca and hop on. dah la u rajin update..with interesting stories! and pictures! at least i tau ape terjadi dgn classmate sekolah rendah i nih.
keep it up girl!
btw, i'll be in UK in june and early july macam nana. So mybe we all can meet up or whatever!
:D
you guys are the bomb! so schweeet! i wonder why u guys lebih notice the "closing-down-motion" rather than making it private thingy??? when closing down is like the last option! hahahaha....but thanks alot for the support! nnti if i jd buat private, will tell u guys ok!
::.::zul::.:: okok, i shall wait for ur updates then?? err i think i see it coming...probably somewhere in july???? kekekekeke :P work hard for your coming exam zul!!!!!!
::.::diana&zarina::.:: wahhh kamu berdua nk dtg london???? bile kok??? email me la nnti or msg kat frenster ke? kasi details!!!! we MUST meetup! dah lama tk jumpe kawan2 sek. ren. ku!!!!! hehehehe!!! msg me okkkkkkkkkkk :)
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