April 16, 2007

He said, "I'm S-O-R-R-Y!!!"

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Who am i talking about? Naah, not the bf! It's my clinical partner yang slaloo lambat; Encik Adil Lone! I was bloody pissed off with him last wed. Coz he didnt turned up for the clinical check-up! And i had to menumpang dkt bay org lain...and basically just watched them! I couldnt see any patient coz kene work in pair!!! Last Thursday he lied infront of Cheryl that he was sick *pfft..penipu!* But today he admitted that he woke up late. Realised that he was already late for half-an-hour and didnt know bout the patient. To cut long story short, he decided to skip the session.

:@ :@ :@

On the day itself, i was mad because he was irresponsible and selfish! I mean, you choose your beauty sleep rather than your patient! What's your priority? If you cant commit, dont ever think of taking this medical and dental profession! Take something that requires less of your time...and if you dont turn up, things will still work out fine. It'll be something like.... urgh, i dont know! Cant think of any job right now! :P

Then i was mad because he lied. And most importantly, i was mad because he didnt apologise!!! Sebab i bengang tahap cipan, i didnt bother to talk to him! Not like we always bercakap pun but normally, everytime we bumped into each other we'll greet each other or offer a smile. But last week being a bitch i am, i ignored him!!! Like totally ignore him tau! I'll smile to his friends but bile die lalu, i buat bodoh jeee! Lantak engkau arrr! And when he asked something, i jawab sepatah! Without looking at him pun. I cant be bothered man!!! You've just crossed the line! It's ok you slaloo ponteng clinical practice but now that you've ponteng-ed clinical check-up (with real patient)....i cant tolerate it anymore!

I guess he picked up my cold attitudes towards him kot. So today he aplogised! *Tau pulak mamat ni yg i marah!*

Tapi how long lah can i stay mad at him? Coz whether i like it or not, im stuck with him for another year! I'll be an independent dental student in 4th year...but not 3rd! So kene belajar bersabar lah naaaa! Nak buat camana...dah nasib badan dpt partner cam gini!

Wutever it is, i felt slightly better after he apologised td! *eventhough i still believe that it can be forgiven but not to be forgotten!* So what im trying to say is...wuts wrong with saying "Im sorry" when you did something wrong. You're stupid to do the mistakes...so admit jelah! And apologise and try not to do it again in the future! You dont have to lie to cover it...coz lie cant fix everything! Saying sorry is not about merendahkan maruah you or mengaku kalah...Lets just say it is one of the words that can solve problems professionally! I'm amused to those who can admit their mistakes...coz tk semua org sanggup rendahkan ego masing2! It's an attitude that (hopefully) we all will pick up one day :)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

3rd yr pun u kena work with him ke?? siannnnnnnnnnn gileeeeeeeee...and yeah i pun macam marah if org tak reti nak admit his/her mistakes and tak tahu cakap sorry...it's just two words...x professional langsung tau

p/s:somebody just made my blood climb up the stairs...sheesshh

ashieBee said...

hey ijah!

i hope it's a blessing in disguise! but as for now, i akan bitch about him lahhhh! hahaha.ok, i kene start gain my kesabaran!!! this bitching thingy is not getting me anywhere! i felt pissed off when i see him...that i feel like puking infront of his face! probably puke on his face! that will be better....

but then probably i'll just be a "passive" tak kisah kinda girl... kene pijak pun takpe! U tk dtg session i takpe. I kene buat semua takpe. probably huh?????

im sick and tired of him! mujid said i should layan die baik2 so he wont miss my session.fatiha said i shouldn't berkira sgt...takpelah die tk penah set-up bay, or clean the bay or always lambat!

guess wut my heart says?
TEACH HIM A LESSON THAT HE WILL NEVER FORGET!!!! hahahaha!!!! :P