When comot-ness strikes...hee hee hee!

Greetings people :)

Alhamdulillah, i managed to give my first LA injection to my first "victim" today!!!! Eventhough it started with a "drama" (hahaha!knowing how kodi i can be la kannnn :P ), but yeah basically i didnt injure Adil! Oh boy, lega hati che!!!! hee hee hee :D

To some people, giving out first infiltration is NOTHING!!! But it's like EVERYTHING to me!!! You see, i think i have Anxiety Disorder. Serious niii!!! I cant sleep well if i have an exam the next day or i have to give speech in a ceremony (which is jarang la kan! I try to AVOID that!hahaha). I get diarrhoea on THE day itself...which means, all the time i had this viva thingy, setiap kali tulah i dpt diarrhoea (which is agak kerap!). Trembling hands, breathing problems...urrghh, u name it! I know it sounds funny to some of you coz I freak out over benda kecik! Well if bukan benda kecik pun, it is something that i always do BUT still rase takut!!!

Gosh...owh badanku, tidak kah kamu berasa letih asyik panic over the same thing???!!!!!

I just cant avoid it! And i dunno how to solve it!! Haihhh, but sooner or later, i realy weally have to GET RID of this Anxiety Disorder thingy. Coz i'm meeting my first REAL patient this April. Yikes, that's one month from now!!! How how???? :S

Eh wait, I havent told you what actually happened today huh? You see, I was about to give my injection...Pull down the bar until i heard the "click". Took out the cap of the needle. Push the plunger to check whether the syringe is working or not. Few drops of LA fell out. I swung my hand up, ready to give anaesthetic.

BANG~~~

My needle hit the table. And bengkok!!! hahahahaha...anti-climax betul lahhh!!! I baru je tgh nak get the "feel" kasi anaesthetic (actually tgh cuak!!!) time tuh! After the needle bended, all the takutness terus hilang! GONE!!!

hahahahahahahha

Kesimpulannye, i had to change to another needle and inject Adil!!! I was apologising to Adil all the time but he kept on laughing! Jahat!!!! But we had a good laugh today huh? :P

I think i'm lucky to get Adil as my partner. Urm did i tell you guys before that I don't really like him? He's a snr repeating first year and now he's in my batch la kan. We first talked in a rainy day at the bus stop dpn Lindopt House. I was waiting for the bus and he was there too. He came and introduce himself, "Hi. I'm Adil. Your year representative." And i'm like, wow!! YAQQQIN je mamat ni! Dahla jarang dtg lecture, introduce himself as year rep. konon :P Seriously he never really come for lectures(now pun mcm tu eventho dah masuk 2nd year!) and couldnt be bothered to read before masuk clinicals. I have to keep on telling him what to use, what's the next step and bla bla bla (gosh, i rase mcm mak nenek pulak sbb asyik membebel at him!!!). But when it comes to do it for real, he has the confidence....(eventho he doesnt have the knowledge lar kan...). He has me to become his reminder, and i have him to be my "chill pill". hee hee hee :)

I'm lucky!!! If it was somebody yang ade Anxiety Disorder like me, probably he/she will refuse drpd getting the infiltration from me. hee hee hee! Thanks Adil :) *eventho i know it's IMPOSSIBLE for him to read this!* I owe you one!!!